Shiva wrote:On a more serious note:
When you find yourself in a situation where you can't tell the difference between a real spider and a digital representation of a spider - and let it control your life and what you can and cannot play - then it might be time to seek professional help. A psychologist might be able to help you refocus - "mod" so to speak - your mind. Might be more beneficial to you rather than a mod to a game.
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Lemony Lime wrote:TBH, virtual spiders are much worse than real ones to me. They're so big and detailed, and often jump in your face, and wiggle around when they die, and... I better stop there for my own sake. I'm not at all afraid of the spiders hurting me, (In fact, I'm actually rather fearless. Amnesia didn't bother me in the slightest, and that's supposedly the scariest thing ever.) it's just that my brain, like... rejects the sight of them. (Gonna steal a metaphor from another thread on this site that I just found.) "You could compare it to looking at someone being eaten alive. You would be disgusted, you could not make yourself look at it, your whole body would start trembling just from the thought of it because it's so horrific. That's what arachnophobia is like for me and I guess lots of other people too. It's not a fear that the spider is going to do something to me, it's that I can't bear to look at them." Not my words, but 100% true for me.
I'm much much more afraid of video game spiders than real ones. And besides, I don't think it's really reasonable to tell someone to spend thousands of dollars(no clue how much they cost) on a therapist (which I definitely do not have. Just lost my home, in fact.) in order to play a $12 game, when all they're asking for is a very simple mod. =/